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the body's polite way of refusing a life it never agreed to

means A state of having no energy, enthusiasm, or inclination to do anythinga flat, drifting kind of tiredness of the spirit.

from From the old word 'list,' meaning desire or inclinationthe same urge that makes you 'list' toward something you want. To be 'listless' is to have lost that pull entirely, and '-ness' simply bottles the condition. This 'list' is a cousin of the verb in 'do what you list' (do as you please) and is distantly related to 'lust,' both growing from a Germanic root for longing. The nautical 'list' — a ship leaning to one sideis a different word entirely, though there's a quiet poetry in how the listless person seems to lean, untethered, away from everything.

latin rootcomes from desire, not energy
old meaningonce simply meant having no wish
medical flagearly signal of anemia and depression
evolutionary useconserves energy when effort feels pointless
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